|Willow (the_willow) wrote,|
@ 2011-04-11 23:11:00
|Entry tags:||about me, depression scale 8, food|
Food Issues Continue
I have spent nearly every moment since I woke up today thinking about food. Food and pain. Woke up in agony, had no clue how I was going to cook for myself. Spent the day bargaining against making something simple since I WOULD have to cook - to make something more than a 'stick it in your mouth'.
So I ended up making corned beef and veggie potato salad. And then immediately started feeling sick and disgusted with food. Made myself eat it anyway because I hadn't eaten anything but popcorn all day.
Am now kind of conflicted/near tears/frustrated. But at least I'm journaling about it.
PS: iJay wouldn't post. Also? Seem completely turned off meat atm. No effing idea.