Am considering closing/stopping this journal. Maybe starting one that's all private. Which is the opposite of why I keep my journal public in the first place. Maybe it's my current mood. Or maybe I just need more privacy these days. Don't know yet. But I haven't been writing here a lot lately, when I usually would be. If thinking about writing here freezes me up - it's not doing what it's been doing for so many years. What it's become - something more than just my thoughts and a record of my life - but a therapy tool.