All this stuff with Thamiris has had me thinking about Olwen / Tenebraeli all day.
I miss her so much. Every time I want to kick this stupid apt I'm in, I remember it's mine and I'm in it and as crappy as it is I made it to the point where I could be in a place and not worry how the rent was getting paid every month. And I miss her all over again. Every single time.
Every time I get depressed, I think about how I'm still feeling, with her gone, and I get up and do something else, or watch tv, and try to remind myself the feeling will pass.
And on top of it all, my year started with the unexpected confession that my very presence online was one of those beloved aggravations that kept someone from doing something so final.
I was too upset to get the Cuthullu doll. But at times like this, I seriously need one to hug.
Solid stone is just sand and water, baby
Sand and water, and a million years gone by
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You end up on a blog site called RiceDaddies discussing baby dolls for asian and hapa children. As you read the ups and downs of busy-body inlaws and the hassle of finding dolls who look like her (occasionally him) your mind strays to your favourite rp mutant couple and then mutant parents in general.
Just how does one find a doll that glows like mommy with red on black eyes like daddy?
Can you dye blonde dollie hair green?
Do Grover and Cookie Monster suddenly become 'Daddy Dolls' ?
Does Barbie dye blue?
Will your child appreciate if you white out GI Joe's eyes to make him seem different?
Or do you have to take off his arms and stick tentacles on?
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