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The good - Have new door lock.
The bad - Came off an unused apt.
The good - Only has one key.
The bad - Office won't be able to help if I accidentally lock myself out.
The good - Maintance guy says he'll put on anything extra I buy to help me feel safe free of charge.
The bad - Still have to get it off Amazon.
The good - Landlord isn't lying when he talks about extra measure.
The bad - It's only a brass plate that makes hindering with the sticky bits of the lock impossible and he hasn't bought any yet.
The good - Security guy who wasn't at his desk has been fired.
The good - Office manager and head of maintinence seem assured that it was housekeeping trying to get a unit on the 2nd floor ready in time for a Sat inspection who messed with my door on Friday.
The good - When she comes in during the week, they're willing to bring her up to my apt to find out for sure. If this is the case I'll feel a whole lot less freaked out.
The bad - No one in the office or on maintenance staff respects the landlord or talks well of him. It's a never ending stream of 'you won't believe what he's effed up now'
The inbetween - My rental assistance has likely stopped paying him given how much harder it now is for him to get any apt to pass inspection. I'm still only responsible for my portion.
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Going to make extra key on Wed. Need to decide if to leave it with therapist or somewhere else. Also need to sort out insurance. Have no energy for much of any of it. Giving myself a break for feeling in pain and achy etc...
Also I've decided that I don't trust the office manager or the head maintenance guy 100%. Maybe I trust them 75%. It seems to me that in order to have a job, they have to simply deal, shuffle and juggle with certain things and that shades them. Still believe in them 75% though, because they live or once did live in the building and have to deal with a lot of the crap personally in their off hours.
Oh yeah, and I was given something to sign that said my apt was complete. I scratched a lot of stuff out with pen and then wrote in 'Roof still leaks'.
I'm really tired right now, think I'm depressed - Still need to get my receipt for paying Jan's rent, and a copy of the thing I signed. It's so hard to stay on top of things when I'm this brain tired with it all.
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My teeth / gums hurt for no reason. I've been crushing. I don't understand how they should ache so as if bruised. Ow.
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Have a letter stating that it's official, the apt has failed, and I need to come in for an appointment to restart my paperwork.
I tried being preemptive and looking at a few places online and calling them - But I just...
I want to cry.
And once again, I'd actually rather wait until it was mostly over, or if necessary until I absolutely needed to call my stepfather and ask for help in terms of a driver etc - don't want to tell my mother right now.
I can't take this. I'm so tired and worn out and strung out. And depressed. This is depressing. My big move turned into protracted hell, and the only money I have to use for my renter's insurance and any moving cost is something I need for INS. And I'm tired. I'm not really suicidal, but it feels like it'd be a lot easier to slit my wrists than to deal with more stress in the next few weeks, running about apt lookng, and packing all over again and...
I want someone ELSE to make it all ok. I want someone else to deal with it and monitor it. I'm tired. I haven't had any time to recoup. I'm TIRED.
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| 2008-01-14 22:44 |
| Sci Fi Channel did not impress me |
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| Sweeny Todd - Epiphany (c/o Google Vid) |
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I watched parts 2 & 3 of Tin Man last night. I watched because other people were excited. I watched because it was a retelling of a known tale and I am partial to those - being a story teller and believing it's all about how you tell the tale.
But I found the whole thing incredibly boring.
( Cut to spare you my acidic thoughts more than possible 'spoilers'. Seriously it's a fairy tale trying to get ratings. How do you think it would have ended )
Please do not comment, if you do comment, about what's going on in my life. I'm not thinking about it until Thursday or I'll slit my wrists in agitation/frustration/depression and a whole host of other 'tions'.
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distressed / dispondent