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Didn't sleep well last night. Woke up this morning with muscles semi-locked and in pain. I'm guessing sleeping while stressed does bad things to you. Made emails instead of phone calls as I'm nauseated and woke up with a headache. Need to eat soon before things get worse.
Have discovered I do NOT like it when oatmeal soaks up all the milk. Now I have to ponder those interesting recipes, of course those recipes to make oatmeal clumps etc, say put in a bowl after and add milk.
I'm listed on the apt hunting site so that some landlords contact me. That makes life a bit easier.
Still don't know what I'm doing about my mother, but I think I'm going to wait and tackle her when I don't feel little gremlins with chisels and hammers are attacking my body.
Shall also re-watch 'Curse of the Golden Flower' - dysfunctional family like whoa and a son who does the ultimate sacrifice of honor. RANDOM - If you like Hamlet you will like 'Curse of the Golden Flower'.
I borrowed 'The Rundown' to rewatch from Netflix, but The Rock didn't perk me up. I'm most surprised. Maybe I just need to watch some more and see if the combination of D. Johnson and Christopher Walken (talking about bunnies and killing people) doesn't kick in a bit later. Or I might just watch Harry Potter.
Did I mention it's raining? I'm thinking that's the cause foe feeling like my skull joints are inflamed. Fibromyalgia, buggering you up the ass when all else fails.
To those of you who commented with hugs and thoughts on prayer - I really appreciate it. Truly and sincerely, I thank you.
PS: Getting LJ Herald info about LJ is like having news bulletins to a colossal train + car + airplane wreck, in slow motion. I repeat what I've said before - 6Apart / SUP had-have no idea wtf it is they have in Livejournal. They don't get writers, they don't get slice of life, they don't get community, they don't get support networks and they don't get the concept of online villiage.
*hugs her villiage*
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I'm having some as yet not fully formed thoughts about women starving themselves and women being manipulated into not having a voice or a presence in the world.
These thoughts were partially kicked off by some links on my feeds discussing Weight Watchers and the strong possibility that's it's 2 out of a thousand who significantly lose and keep off for five years - 5 - 10 lbs.
I ended up at 'Do No Harm' (fathealth on wordpress) and saw a lot of people discussing the same kind of cavalier and callaus treatment from doctors I've felt the edges of. That if someone isn't thin, then every. single. problem. with their body has to do with their weight and not their genetics, not past injuries not anything that'd mean taking the time to do an intake and actual exam.
This combined with LJ's new Explore LJ feature which apparently is bringing up lots of pro-ana communities and personal journals PLUS reading Something Positive and stumbling across the strip wherein one character decides to make an intervention show about people consciously starving themselves and well, I have thinky type germinating thoughts.
( Because they aren't fully formed )
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So I'm logged into one openID account so I won't have to keep proving I'm a effing human. But I attempt to post using a different URL. I input it, all seems well - but the comment? It's the WRONG DAMN OPENID ACCOUNT.
This happens twice.
My response - well fuck logging in at all.
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Finally got a beta key for http://mabinogi.nexon.net/.
There's only one day left of the closed beta test, but what the hey. I really look foward to seeing if this game is the thing'll help me stay calm in my insuing 'mess of life'.
Password Error.
Password Error.
Password Error.
I've actually changed my password (though I was already logged into the site) and still - Password Error.
Somewhere nearby is a modern Job and a droplet of their pain and suffering has fallen onto me lending me 18 months + of arrrrrgh. And y'know what?
I ain't no Job.
Dear Higher Power,
WTF?
No seriously. W. T. F?
Easy distractions aren't even allowed?
ETA: Dear Higher Power, the Milo Zvi's Mom got me for Xmas is the good stuff. The kind that comes in a tin can that seals tight, and is powdery and chocolate goodness enough to eat dry on a spoon. Thank you. All is accepted. Thy will be done. *drinks chocolate milk*
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Dear Nexon / Mabinogi
If I can't access your effing forums in order to tell you about how I can't access your effing game - then how the fuck am I suppose to contact an effing moderator to explain the situation when they're only available through forum contact?
This is why I'm not a gamer.
I've loaded this shite onto my computer twice already now. And I'm fully prepared to delete/uninstall and tell it to go eat Dubya's ass crust and look at something else that isn't an exercise in effing futility.
Cripes.
Shit man, maybe I should just buy myself colouring books of fantasy characters. It'd more more entertaining and less frustrating.
ETA: I'm grr-ed and vindictive enough to want to find another game, spend money on it and send a copy of the reciept to the makers of mabinogi along with a note that says 'Your customer service sucks, bite my flat hiney'
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Note to self:
No sharp objects in the kitchen. Use forks only. No using the stove either.
(I just punctured my hand with a knife. I am clearly not in an adult coordinated state of mind, no matter how outwardly calm I feelseem)
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