Date: 2008-02-11 13:58 Subject: don't ask me how I feel Security: Public Mood: crap Tags: about me, discomfort scale 7, health: physical, keeping house, online: games, pain scale 6

Some thoughts:

Celestian Seasonings? Who told you to change the make up of your Raspberry Zinger Herbal Tea? I opened the new designed box and things smelt different. But since I'm < - comment censored for gratuitious tmi - > I figured I was smelling wrong. I wasn't. The tea doesn't brew as red, still smells different and tastes different.

WTF?

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randominity had a post about her and her bf and education on racial issues. And I just want to make it clear, since I've learned it wasn't, that while yes, I'm fed up with doing Racism 101 for STRANGERS, people I actually befriend in the friend/warm/personal circle definition of the word, who care about me as a person and a personality? Y'all get free tutoring.

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Perfect World - Sashawna's twin, Sashauna is now up to level 7. Illydia's been up to Lvl 5 since the first day ( and may have just turned lvl 6). Oh, and I'll put up a screencap at some point of Gunn & Wesley's lovechild - Gessy.

But making new faces aside and the lovely, incredibly beautiful worldscape / landscape and as beautiful music (and how much do I appreciate the lack of dramatic battle music to set me all overly tense and taking things too personal/1st person) - I think I'm getting bored.

It seems to all be the same exact quests no matter the race/starting point, just in different scenery. And as I've yet to properly figure out crafting (lost Sashauna's Blacksmithing certificate somehow) I've yet to see how pursuing crafting gives one a different adventure.

Which is not to say there're not things I want to do, there are. I want a Werefox who tames an Undine, maybe several. I'm a mer myth fan girl like that. I also want my own deer/stag/antelope steed. Cause effing A, man. And I think it's possible for non winged persons to buy (earn?)elf wings and that's 'Sweet as Georgia Pierotica'.

But following what are basically the same steps to get ahead seems boring to me, what impetus is there when one finishes with one character to start all over again with another? Or to not stay with your highest and or current fav - other than switching around for the scenery?

But I'm not saying these things or asking these questions to put people off the game. I'd pay a reasonable price just for the facial and body design capabilities and the chance to take screen caps. My thing is, I think there's something lacking in me as a gamer.

( Blah blah more here - Includes Fresh Smelling Misanthropy & The Taser Against Stupidity! )

In other news: last night in a fit of small burst energy I put together something in the slow cooker so I wouldn't have to worry about food today, given the extreme body pain yesterday. Seems a good idea since come today I feel like some sort of addict in withdrawal. And yes I've taken caffiene and my meds. But my head sort of aches behind my eyes and along my nose and the base of my neck hurts/is sore and tense and my cranium hurts and even the thought of going back to bed and sleeping more doesn't fill me with enthusiasm.

But as I was saying - attempted cookery and how it went wrong. Didn't put in enough water, so I made some sort of...goop. And I made it with canned salmon. It's not bad tasting goop actually. And if I add water to it, it might come out like the soup it was intended to be. The problem is that my body's decided that fish is ucky today. So I have this big arse slow cooker bowl full of food the very thought and smell of which, bring treble the pounding of my skull nd squeezing of my ropey colon.

I have now roasted some very bland chicken.

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Date: 2008-02-11 17:28 Subject: The actual act of waking up shouldn't give me a headache. Security: Public Tags: health: physical

I'm talking about realizing you're waking up, making the decision to open your eyes and beginning to roll over to get out of bed.

ETA: Have checked my vitals and they're ok. Mildly up as per usual of me under stress. (6:05pm)

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Date: 2008-02-11 22:54 Subject: Pretty World (ahem, I mean Perfect World) Security: Public Mood: ill Tags: game: perfect world, online: games

So I said I'd show my Wesley + Gunn PW love child, yes?

( Click here )

And playing around in my determination to get someone blue I failed totally to create the love child of Smax and Mystique and somehow ended up with the Bishie I'd been wanting.

( Click here too )

If it's true that feeds don't get cuts etc, I am truly sorry. But I rarely post pictures or embed anything and these are all saved as gifs. And should also be the last of it.

Ok. Going to bed now.

Oooh. I could make icons of them! Next project.

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Date: 2008-02-11 22:57 Subject: OMG SHE TOTALLY DID IT?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Security: Public Mood: loving on kdorian Tags: fiction

Go and read this.

And trust me, whatever expectations you have, whatever hackles might be raised at the phrasings of some things, I know the story and it's not at all what you think.

NOT.

AT.

ALL.

And it's wonderful and beautiful and I'm so glad she posted. And you should totally bookmark it because it'll rock and also because she's a good writer, who doesn't remember she's a good writer. And this story will so kick. ass. And..

Oh yeah, it'll encourage her to finish it out and complete it.

Ok, I'm entirely too ill to be this excited. M'going to go pass out now.

But go read and BOOKMARK.

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