By Any Other Name - August 23rd, 2011
the tale of Willow

Willow
Date: 01:06AM | Tue, August 23rd | 2011
Subject: Well That Was Something...
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Tags:about me, keeping track

All that calling about on Mon; UPS, Amazon - and being told I had to find a UPS box. And a UPS driver still showed up at my door last afternoon WITH the label, just as the return process said. So there's a whole lot of not knowing wtf is going on with clients or their own processes. But that's an extra load off my mind.

A vacuum also arrived, so there might be a chance for me to give the place a good going over before my mother semi-unexpectedly arrives. That way my sibs can at least use the bathroom.

Meanwhile I contemplate if I'm still allergic to eggs after all and haven't been noticing. It's seriously too easy for me to think certain pains are related to ladythings.

ETA/NTS: Is it psychosomatic I'm having itchy ears now? Or no, had it before too and just didn't think about it. Too damn easy to lapse into some things seeming 'normal' even when they aren't. More ETA: Recent skin itchy may NOT have been the thunderstorm at ALL. Effdoubledamn!

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Willow
Date: 12:03PM | Tue, August 23rd | 2011
Subject: Tap. Tap Tap. Ahem. Taaaaap.
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Mood:weak weak
Tags:about me, lil help?, obi-flist-kenobi

Dear World (ahem, the few people who bother to click and come over here)

I am recovering from the panic and stress of not having had computer access for a week, during which with my routine disturbed I forgot to take some needed medication and am now well, dealing with that. I have caught up on 11th Doctor Who and Haven and well, I need comfort_distraction as food isn't much of an option for me. It's all self scratch in the kitchen these days with no take-away or delivery. And most of the rest, well, not good for me.

The thought of picking up a book unrecced makes me itchy nose and eyes close to tears. I stare with a kind of awe at people who continue to read authors or works with huge chunks of absences or phobic comments or any of that. Because I just - it makes me twitchy in the head.

So suggestions would be nice. This is me asking for help. Because too much thinking and sorting on my own is liable to stretch out my already stretched brain; which is needed for cooking for myself and cleaning the house so I don't drown in fur balls and/or dirty dishes.

This is the point wherein my thoughts have petered out. But media of some sort? Non hurty media? I may be able to hold for a while by rewatching The 12 Kingdoms/Junni Kokki. But Moribito WILL make me bust out the tears and overwhelming emotion is not the righteous right now.

Oh PS: I've been making w/ the phone call errands and stuff. All important and busy like, dealing w/ stuff. I'm guessing that's part of the brain porridge as well.

PPS: I may try the LOTR DVD Extra, but am wary, since I've had a recent 'spork' reaction to things tolkien. But I just had the mental image of Zvi reminding me to crack them out, so they're going on top the tv to remind me. Oh... geeze. I could totally watch them ON the computer, couldn't I. **ponders this**

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Willow
Date: 02:13PM | Tue, August 23rd | 2011
Subject: Because I'm a little too shook to do it physically.
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Tags:the year: 2011, wth?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH **aftermath reaction running around flailing**. How in shock was I, just sitting there, watching things shake, completely disbelieving what was happening until I realized it kept going and going and going. Dear August, what beef have you got with me?

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Willow
Date: 09:04PM | Tue, August 23rd | 2011
Subject: Watched 'The New' Torchwood aka Torchwood: New World aka Torchwood: Miracle Day
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Mood:well frack well frack
Tags:tv

I have a lot of ... and seriously, this is the plot? With some 'oooh, I like Gwen. I'm glad I didn't have to see whatever BS it was supposed to be w/ a love triangle'. With some additional 'Ugh' at, well, some Ugly American(ism) that I can't tell if it's meant to be on purpose or not and if so, why the black male character.

Spoilers )

ETA: More Spoiler Thoughts - Upset Thoughts )

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