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the tale of Willow

Willow
Date: 08:14PM | Fri, June 15th | 2012
Subject: It might not be the dominant cultural thing to walk away - but my soul needs air
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Tags:games: general, i hate people, ig'nant ppl, shit fuck damn, wth?

... I am having some kind of moment. Just, some kind of moment. I am fed up with people so in their thoughts and feelings they can't utilize reading comprehension - start bullshit talking to you explaining their position against a position you never even TOOK; which they would know, if they had actually READ YOUR WORDS & TOOK SPACE TO COMPREHEND THEM.

And it's irking me, but I'm not going to respond, cause I already said I was through discussing anything with them. But I'm just stuck solid, on their need to pull out; but the one who notices the problem is actually the problem. And no, this isn't even about race. This is about a bloody game, that I liked but had a complaint about that the creators found applicable and they and I were discussing options for an update to add some stuff. And here comes this person all; but that's just the way these games are, but that's just how this character is, and to call them on their actions is to be as unreasonable and angry and dangerous as you're claiming they were - you need to be more introspective.

Whereas I'd said ; whoa, what happened there was kind of freaky and I found the character's apology to be milkwater, is it possible to have a chance to call them on their action? Mention they scared or hurt your char? Cause it seems kind of abusive, especially if you end up just taking their remarks and their weaksauce apology.

And the creators aggreed with me. We'd spend the day working out possibilities as well as discussing stuff. Back and forth on the board. And then here comes this two legged turd.

I can't even. I just can't. But y'know, I should have been warned the moment the person was all 'It's a 50 Shades of Grey thing'.

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Willow
Date: 12:02PM | Wed, July 20th | 2011
Subject: ...
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Mood:can't. even! can't. even!
Tags:health: physical, shit fuck damn

One of the medications I've been taking for blood sugar issues, which I was TOLD was ok for me, turns out it's a sulfa drug after all, just one that is usually tolerated. So here I am, wondering if all the sudden food allergies I have, might be my body unable to deal with any more allergic reactions, for things I usually have fairly good tolerance for. And I can't remember if the days I may forget to take the damn pill, or take it late in the day, if my skin STOPS ITCHING. And I've possibly been thinking 'Oh my skin just itches' despite the fact of having started using straight up glycerine on it in the past little while which seemed to be healing it and making things better. But allergic reaction to SULFA would explain the swollen face my mother wouldn't stop talking about, and y'know, the scratching, skin peeling till it bleeds stuff. And I can't do this medical doctor shite anymore (western doctor shite?)? I don't pay enough attention to things, I'm too used to feeling bad or thinking something's wrong or somehow blaming it all to being my fault for feeling like shit not to consider people aren't worth my trust etc, etc... I mean even if I was told 'but it's tolerable' I'm unlikely to remember that weeks down the line. It's taking advantage of my mental state and WTF ever happened to quality of life and... I'm upset. Really really upset.

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By Any Other Name
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